The other me

I had a dream that some chick caught my hubby's eye...she was me but cleaned up and more successful. She could out ride me, was in shape, worked, did housework, and looked awesome. Had her nails, hair and makeup done and an awesome sense of style. I was sitting there holding his hand as he flirted with her. Maybe I have an inner self that wants to wow my man? Idk....but I woke up mad that he was flirting with the other me! Lol

Just a good day

I got to go to target minus the little one today! love my hubby for watching kolton while I spend some time away from home! I also rode the snot out of Lynx and almost fell off due to me trying to spanking him and lift his shoulder. I am a little out of shape!

On a good note

On a good note, Kolton is huge and doing great! Talking, walking while holding on to stuff, eating normal foods, has 7 teeth, and overall is the sunshine in my life! my whole life purpose is right in front of me! he is so smart and well, I can go on and on! I love him! Jeff is doing great too!

Oyi Really?

Not really sure why some adults think that just because they constantly give you stuff and what not that they are your BFF. in fact this person seems to try really hard to tell me what she is not even though that is who she is. You know the type. "I am not a horse trader" even though they spend most of their time going to horse sales and trading off horses. This person keeps trying to explain herself over and over. Seriously I don't want to hear it anymore! I also don't want to witness anymore public fights. There is a certain point in our life when we Ned to grow up! and in my case, a certain point where I need to escape a friendship simply because that person just flat stresses me out.

And why did she then have her husband send me a text? Really? Ugh.

You know, there are some folks that just really get under my skin. It seems that no matter what I do or how I do it they are always trying to treat me like I am 14 instead of in my 30's. They seem to make me feel insecure and as if I am annoying the rest of the world by being myself. These people really just need to buck off. I just got done blocking a few from my facebook. I have to stop and remind myself that I am not the sort of person that is out bragging that I am better than anyone. However I love to show off what I do have and I am proud of my accomplishments. I was unaware that this was a flaw. I love to post pictures of my son and my horses as well as talk about their progress. Why do these people make me feel like shit for doing this? Yes. I am addicted to selling stuff. Not sure why but being able to sell something and get something new to me in exchange makes me feel good! What the hell is wrong with that? At least I am breaking even vs. spending a bunch of money! Anyhow, these people just really need to back off and leave me alone. I am NOT 14. I am an ADULT. I dont go out of my way to insult you but for some reason, every interaction I have with you, somehow....you manage to insult me. It just does not make sense. I am not going to leave the internet just because I "annoy" you. If you dont like what I post, dont READ IT. Its just that simple. So sorry that I post pictures of my family and that I post about needing help in a new town where I dont know many folks. Actually, no, I am not going to apologize, I am just going to say " BUCK OFF" because I dont need you in my life. In light of this statement I must also add that I am not one of those people that seeks out friends that might be able to move me up the social ladder. In fact, I dont care who you are or who you know. If you are nice, not a back stabbing hoe, some what sane, and not pushing your crap on me, I might just be interested in your friendship. But it wont be because you know some famous person or you are someone special in the barrel racing world. I dont need to have friends up on the ladder to make myself look better. I am happy with who I am. So save your breath as you brag on your $50K barrel horse....I really dont care. And if you need to tell me about it to get me as a friend, yeah, well, I am not interested.

My Life Has Been Changing!

So I have not posted since 2010. I have decided that I need to get back to blogging for the simple fact that I cant seem to remember what happened yesterday so I need something to go back too and read all about it! If you have called my cell phone lately you will hear my voice message that says "I probably dont even know where my phone is, so, leave a message and when I find it I will call you back!" And its totally true! I now have a 7 month old human child Named Kolton. Kolton is my daily source of entertainment, pride, joy, love, and sometimes frustration! Jeff, my husband, and I just purchased a new house in Terrell, TX on 6 acres. We are down to 3 horses, Gabe, Joe and Lynx. We have 3 dogs and what ever cats that reside here (just moved in this weekend). I am totally happy about the new house! Kolton seems to be loving it too since it has all stained concrete floors and he can crawl all over the place! Jeff has to baby proof the cabinets in the kitchen because lil'man wants to pull up on everything! The dogs dont have a yard yet so they are driving me nuts. I finally tied the lab and the blue heeler out to the front porch so they could have some outside time!
Gabe is lame and will be for a while. He strained his stifle. Looks like its going to be till Christmas before I can leg him back up. That is if he will stop being a moron and running and bucking in the pasture! I have been exhibitioning Lynx, the 4yo. He is doing AWESOME. Joe is with my BFF-Afar Dee getting his butt rode and patterned on the barrels. So its not the end of the world that Gabe is lame. I do live within 5 miles of 3 arenas and that is totally exciting for me! I am also about 45 minutes from Diamond W arena and about 20 minutes from Canton. I have never in my life been so close to so many barrel races! Anyhow, time to go feed the lil'monster.

Life, Change and Happiness!

Last weekend in Glen Rose, I won around $1100 on Gabe! YAHOO! He was a rock star and I did not fall off despite my light headedness and nausea. I had a feeling that the "illness" was something better..but had to wait till this week to find out for sure. In the mean time, I told Jeff that he was my good luck charm! Seriously, we had an awesome weekend of barrel racing!!!
Now for this week....I finally got a home test, well 3 of them, and confirmed that I am in deed pregnant! Yup, today I am 4 weeks and 5 days pregnant! Jeff and I are totally thrilled! I ponder on the idea that my race last weekend was the good Lord showing me that even though I am gonna have to take a break from the horses, I will be blessed again when I return. So for now, the horses are turned out. All 6 of them. Gabe will be used for lessons but as for me riding, well I am not risking the life of my child to ride. I might get on and just ride around, but no barrels. No riding to "work out" a horse. NO Joe, Lynx, Trip......Just Gabe.
With that said, I have to add that last time I rode Gabe I felt like I was on a carnival ride. I was so dizzy and light headed. That is the other reason why I decided that riding is not really an option during pregnancy for me. Anyhow, this is gonna be a wild ride! I am sure that God is watching me as he has blessed me with so much!