Saturday, September 10, 2011

You know, there are some folks that just really get under my skin. It seems that no matter what I do or how I do it they are always trying to treat me like I am 14 instead of in my 30's. They seem to make me feel insecure and as if I am annoying the rest of the world by being myself. These people really just need to buck off. I just got done blocking a few from my facebook. I have to stop and remind myself that I am not the sort of person that is out bragging that I am better than anyone. However I love to show off what I do have and I am proud of my accomplishments. I was unaware that this was a flaw. I love to post pictures of my son and my horses as well as talk about their progress. Why do these people make me feel like shit for doing this? Yes. I am addicted to selling stuff. Not sure why but being able to sell something and get something new to me in exchange makes me feel good! What the hell is wrong with that? At least I am breaking even vs. spending a bunch of money! Anyhow, these people just really need to back off and leave me alone. I am NOT 14. I am an ADULT. I dont go out of my way to insult you but for some reason, every interaction I have with you, somehow....you manage to insult me. It just does not make sense. I am not going to leave the internet just because I "annoy" you. If you dont like what I post, dont READ IT. Its just that simple. So sorry that I post pictures of my family and that I post about needing help in a new town where I dont know many folks. Actually, no, I am not going to apologize, I am just going to say " BUCK OFF" because I dont need you in my life. In light of this statement I must also add that I am not one of those people that seeks out friends that might be able to move me up the social ladder. In fact, I dont care who you are or who you know. If you are nice, not a back stabbing hoe, some what sane, and not pushing your crap on me, I might just be interested in your friendship. But it wont be because you know some famous person or you are someone special in the barrel racing world. I dont need to have friends up on the ladder to make myself look better. I am happy with who I am. So save your breath as you brag on your $50K barrel horse....I really dont care. And if you need to tell me about it to get me as a friend, yeah, well, I am not interested.