Yeah, I am frustrated. I am being selfish and pouting because I want to go to a 3 day barrel race in Waco in November. Total cost $300 with stall and hook up. I have almost all the money saved but I can't spend it on a damn barrel race because we have some bills that have to be paid NOW. So I am pissed. I feel selfish but then again, I finally have a horse that is worth a damn and I haven't hauled to a big show since February!!!! It's been a damn hard year for us and I just want to go!
My solution is to sell my saddle I have for Gabe but that only kills half of that credit card. However it's a start.but I still can't justify going to this big race.we have other bills. I might as well give it up, stay local, sell all that I can and pay debit. Ugh. Being a responsible adult just sucks.
